| Detox |
[Wednesday 14th Mar @ 8:43am] |
Let's see how single life goes, making mmy own choices, freedom, don't have the nagging feeling at the back to my head wondering if he's cheating on me.
Trust me, that is so 2011
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| The cold hard truth |
[Wednesday 14th Mar @ 8:40am] |
Truth is, i do miss you terribly. But if you think about it, my life was restricted, unhappy when I was with you. The only thing that kkeeps me sane while being in a relationship with you was.....
wow nothing. I didn't feel that this relationship was worth staying. So many cons to the pros. Let me list down a few things though:
Friends - I cconstantly have this bugging feeling that I was unable to be comfortable in my own skin wwhile with yyour friends. For oonce with A, I don't have to pretend to like British teenage sitcoms ( I hate the bloody dramas, bollocks! Hahaha) i absolutely hate it when they speak with words used frequently by the British. It's just fake...... Or sply put as pretentious. They pretend to be "cool " and all of that, I love hotel party's yay!
Whatever, fuck off seriously.
Pretending to be living the IT life by having gatherings that I constantly try to get away with. Girls who throw tthemselves as guys and my horrible unspeakable X put me aside to smoke with the girls.
To sum iit up, I can be myself. Talk nonsense, swear unnecessary, wear whatever I want ( X always has an issue about what I wear out, WTFFFFF I know), my friends are his friends and his friends are my friends. And most of all, I'm honestly happy and comfortable to be who I wanna be.
Happy thoughts from now on. Single or not, I couldn't give a bloody fock. (HAHAHA that's how they sound like, REALLY!) *faints
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| almost friends |
[Saturday 29th Jan @ 12:32am] |
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Lj partially locked. add for more dirty secrets(:
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[Friday 1st May @ 10:55pm] |
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I just remembered i have a journal; am really busy with the projects and school. (: Met el for awhile and realised, he's fairer than me now :( boo.
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